coma.

it's Saturday...a beautiful one, and i'm alone at home. gotta say i'm quite enjoying it..for the first time since forever ago.
no music, no tv, only silence...good stuff :)
frankly i am more productive when i'm not surrounded by people. don't know since when i became this type. i guess life events can truly change a person.
some of you might already know what i've been through in my life from my last post...although it wasn't written clearly, because i don't like to share details with people. but bottom line; family crisis.

every time whenever i'm sad or in a bad situation in life, i would turn to be a 100% different person. 180 degrees different. i realize that, and i let it be.
usually i would lose all the interests to do nearly anything and starting to push people away from me.
it's like i'm waiting until all turns good again..then i can continue my bright side of life. until then, i would numb myself and enjoy my 'lone-time'.
yeah, i'm a freakshow sometimes.
like in these 3 months...to be honest i don't even know what i've been doing..(except work of course, that's the only entertainment i could afford. man, people are too noisy sometimes.).
i barely went out of the house (means i didn't shop at all these few months! achievement!).
it's like i'm in a life coma....hence, the blog-coma too.
but the good news is, i can feel that things start to get better.
although the storm hasn't completely passed, but i can see the dark slowly turning dawn.

and the best thing out of this..is that i feel i am much closer to my family than ever before.
and during this crisis, i learn a lotttt. now i can differentiate people, the fake ones and the real ones (it's another story).
so God, thanks for your test. i hope my family and i would ace it ;)
i'm already bored living 'under a blanket', and can't wait to get out of it :)

meanwhile, here's some photos of my visit to an art gallery / cafe in the upper side of my town. hope you would enjoy it :)

striped blouse: unbranded, pants: Mango, heels: Zara.