merry christmas.

Hello guys.. Holiday is finally here! It's a week away from Christmas.. How is your Christmas preparation going?
Although I am not having a fancy family holiday, but I am all excited more than usual for this Christmas. I don't know exactly why, but this month makes me full of new spirit.. I am naturally being more hopeful this month.

It's a shame to admit that I've been being so skeptical for too long. In my defense, it's because life has been playing me all around last year and this year. Whenever there's something good happens, there will always be something bad following...always. I can say it's 50-50 this year, I couldn't enjoy anything fully because it could turn into something unfortunate, made me really cautious. Although to be fair, this year has a lot more awesomeness than last year, which I am very thankful about.

Maybe that's why I am full of hopes this Christmas. Our family has had enough of experiencing bad things during these past couple of years. I can't wait for this year to end. I am hoping a new year full of certainty of goodness. :)
It's a good start that I actually have been feeling a strong positive energy since last month that's still lingering a bit longer until now. And I hope it will go on much much longer, if not forever. I hope Santa hears me on this one. ;)
Have yourself a Merry Christmas everyone! Let's make a wish! :D

outfit: ASOS mesh blouse, old Valley Girl coat, vintage mom white pants, New Look cutout boots, Charles & Keith bag, Diva bangle, Michael Kors watch