Monday, June 18, 2012

bipolar chameleon?

have you ever been confused about yourself? like you sit there and deeply think about who you really are? what kind of person you are?
because recently some thoughts came into my mind, and apparently sit there for too long that it got me confused.

normally i'm a person who doesn't really care about what people think of me. but the other day, i took time to think. i recall all the possible comments that my friends or even strangers 'voluntarily' gave me about my personality. and it gets interesting.

i realized that each one of them had given me totally different comments one to another. some said that i'm a laid back person, some said i'm naggy, some others said i'm cheerful, moody, hardworking, lazy, perfectionist, messy, even self destructive! and many more totally different comments.
can you believe that? how can ONE person have that many traits at the same time, and even some of them are so conflicting each others. i am confused.

and the worst part is, i most of the time don't understand myself either. it's like i can't keep up with myself.
i know people change sometimes, but i change way too fast. and not just small changes, but big or sometimes even principal changes in a short period of time. just like that! how is that even possible?
until sometimes i think i'm a whole different person each day. it gets me annoyed...and concerned. :'(

one of my friend ever said to me "i can never know what's happening in your mind. what exactly that you're thinking, i can never ever guess."

i don't know if i should take that as a compliment, or is it just his way to simply say that i'm just plain weird? o,O
hmm...i don't know. but oh well, this is me. nothing else i can do except to accept myself.
in the meantime, i'll try my best to deal with my-confusing-self, before i make other people irritated and i ended up with no friends >,<


 












burnt orange cut-out shoulder top: Bardot, aztec mono-patterned skirt: unbranded, dark brown dusty army boots: NOVO, statement necklace: Diva, bracelets and ring: assorted, classic aviator sunnies: Rubi

Photos by: Dewi
Edited by: me


32 comments:

  1. Nice post dear! I love your outfit :) Thank you for your lovely comment on my blog, mind to follow each other? ^^

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  2. love your style, sooo much! :D
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  3. wow! such a nice looky sweety.. i'm your new follower,followed me too!

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  4. Hi dear! I'm already following you, my GFC username is Karina Dinda :)

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  5. Awesome outfit! Love your boots and necklace soo much) kisses from Lazyheels)

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  6. Love your top and your skirt! They look amazing together! :D

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    2. yes of course dear.. already followed you back ;)
      thanks so much for that!

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  7. just came across your blog and love it... :) your style is great and you're really pretty..!
    i also like your way of writing. keep it up with that! :)
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  8. VERY NICE BABY! I LOVE RED COLOR!

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  9. wow! amazing look!

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    1. Just followed you on GFC and Bloglovin ;) Keep in touch!
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    2. thanks for that diana! yea sure, we should keep in touch ;)
      xxx

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  10. Hi! you have a great blog! please check out my blog and if you like, please follow me on Google Friend Connect & Bloglovin, I promise to do the same for you!
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  11. these pictures are amaaziiing! it's instant love for your blog so yes we should follow each other :) want to exchange links as well?

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  12. Love it! The skirt looks gorgeous!
    I've just found your blog and I think it's really inspiring!
    It will be an honor for me if you can visit mine too, and if you want to follow, it will be a pleasure to follow you back! ♥

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  13. Love the outfit! The skirt loook so pretty! Love your boots the most!

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  14. Love this outfit! Especially your jewelry! :)

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  15. I think it's important that you know that it doesn't matter what other people think about you- it only matters what you think about yourself! :) You look so beautiful in this outfit- I love the skirt!!!
    And thanks so much for the comment on my blog! Would you like to follow each other?
    :)
    Allison
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  16. I think, if people's thoughts make you think that you're weird. Then I think, you should EMBRACE it!!
    Being normal is tiring! you are who you are, no matter what ppl say sweetheart :)

    Anyway, i absolutely love your outfit! the skirt and the army boots, just LOVE!!!! <33
    i'm new follower here! :))

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  17. Your skirt is sooo perfect!!! *.*

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